My 1st Anniversary ♥~

if you still dont forget, i once posted a small survey : here *^^*

now, it’s time for me to answer this quiz ~~

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one year ago, i didnt think that one year later i would be deeply in love with 13 strangers, whom i havent never met in person, but i know deep from the bottom of my heart that they are totally deserved to be adored.
here is my true love story…
….. it’s all began in somewhere around Sep or Oct 2007 when i 1st heard U, immediately i couldnt stop playing it. But strangely enough, i didnt care abt the singers at all. just love the song only !!
time passed and x’mas came. i was sent Dont Don to try to listen. and ….. i didnt like it at all !~
then, my frd, who sent me Dont Don, made me watch X-man with her because she likes Kibum. and again, i didnt like neither him nor his smile !!!!
…. summer 2008 approached. i had more free time time & i watched 18 vs. 29, in which i came across a super cutie face – you-know-who. So i deliberately watch Siwon’s Hwangdan short drama cos’ i wanted to see that gorgeous face again. But, that’s all !! i didnt like him much enough to chase after his other activities, which means Suju’s.
i forgot Siwon for a while till i accidentally pumped into Suju’s Full House (i cant remember how i found it T___T). i’m so sure that noone who already watched Full House can NOT love Suju. and i’m certainly not an exception. then, E.H.B, SJ-T’s Idol (Adult) World, you name it.
So, that’s how I’ve been falling in love with Suju since JUNE 2008….

i know it’s love ….
…when i see Teukie cry like a fool whenever Suju receive any awards, i know, no matter how fool or fake he is thought to be, Teukie is and will always be the only and greatest Suju’s leader.
…when i see Heenim impersonate other artists, esp. Geng, i know, no matter how weird he is seen, he is always the most attractive and unique.
…when i learn how much hardship and difficulties Han Geng had to endure during his early days in Beijing and Seoul, i know, no matter who he is (rumoured to be) dating, as long as he’s happy with her, i’m happy too because he’s simply deserved all the luck and happiness.
…when i cried so hard listening to Yesung’s voice in ‘She’s gone’ or ‘Love really hurts’, i know no matter how neglected he’s, Yesung is always the best vocalist in my heart and he’ll gradually gain more attention w/o trying to do anything.
…when i see the smiling eyes and learn despite his tough appearance, Kangin actually has a soft inner side, i know no matter how hated he seems to be, he’s so loving and be loved by his other SJ members.
…when i watch Shindong dance or appear on TV shows, i know no matter how ppl think of him as being in the wrong group, he’s truly a talent and he’s never been on a righter place than being a SuJu’s member.
…when i cant take my eyes off Sungmin, i know if i could turn back the time, i would fall into Min all over again, the only thing i would love to change is i could know and love him since Suju debut, not till June 2008 T____T
…when i cried with Eunhyuk in E.H.B, i know no matter what will happen, in any circumstances, this guy will give his all to protect his Suju’s brothers.
…when i cry whenever it comes to Donghae & his dad, i know no matter how badly antis rumour abt him, i wont believe in any single words, these crystal eyes will prove rumours are always rumours only.
…when i laugh at Siwon’s gestures, i know no matter how i and others laugh at his, this ‘King of Gesture’ is truly a Charming Prince.
…when i realise how seriously Ryeowook love to be a musician, i know this little & ‘forever being magnae’ boy really has a great strength and determination in what he loves to do.
…when i see the shy smile and remember how quiet and mature Kibum is used to being when with Suju, i know no matter what he is doing, he always thinks of his Suju’s brothers and is remembered and mentioned as a Suju’s member!
…when i know how Kyuhyun recovered from that serious accident and be able to sing beautifully again, when i cried my eyes out hearing the accident be mentioned although i didnt actually experience the heart-breaking as other E.L.F, i know this boy is the most adorable with opptimistic strong soul. He’ll overcome everything to achieve success no matter how hard they are.

…as Shindong said, each member of Suju is representing one different colour. when being put together, they will form a rainbow. i know it’s the biggest, and most beautiful rainbow i’ve ever seen. and to be able to see the rainbow, you will need to patiently wait for the storm to be over…

♥~

i dont know how tomorrow will be, so let me love you whole-heartedly TODAY only ..